I always hoped I would be a stay at home mom. I now found myself in the position of having to work. Although not having to work full time, I am having to work part time. Hubby works more than full time in that he is a supervisor and thus works long hours. This leaves me to do much of the child rearing in the home.
I really don't want to come across as sounding whiny but wanting to set up the situation so that you can fully understand what my thought is. Having to balance both motherhood and work is hard. At the end of the day it leaves me so exhausted I seriously think about the importance to showering.
What conclusion have I come to. I don't want to HAVE to work. I want to WANT to work. I want to try the stay at home mom thing and if it totally sucks I can go back to work. I have a sneaking suspicion that being at home all day taking care of Baby Boy won't suck though. I mean think about it. Never having to work?? Clocking in every day doing things that don't really matter to you but being forced to do them just for the money?? No thank you! I gotta raise my kid anyway why complicate things by adding a job into the mix?
That is all for now. Tomorrow I will post about.....Well I guess you will have to check me out tomorrow to see what I post about :)
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